深邃的色彩

因为经历，我们成长

Because of experience, we grow

虽然不能重觅/绿草油油繁花的时光

Although I can't find the time of green grass and flowers again

我们也将不再悲哀/反而在将来的岁月里

We will not mourn any more, but in the years to come

更加懂得珍惜幸福和完满

Better cherish happiness and perfection

——华兹华斯

——Wordsworth

（一）

(1)

何为青春，青春怎解？四维的回答是：青春是道明媚的忧伤。

What is youth? How to understand youth? The four-dimensional answer is: youth is a beautiful sadness.

每天以同样的精神面貌；同样的时间；同样的地点；同样的人物同时出现在同一地点讲述着不同的故事。这是我5/7的生活。至于5/7也就是指七天之中的五天，也就是除了周末的其余天数。我都以同样的频率做着不同的事情。

Every day with the same mental outlook; the same time; the same place; the same characters appear in the same place at the same time to tell different stories. This is my 5 / 7 life. As for 5 / 7, it means five of the seven days, that is, the rest of the days except the weekend. I do different things at the same frequency.

学习，生活还有细致到上课、午休、洗衣服，我可爱又可亲的校园生活。但突发其想，原本我不在这儿，说得直接一点，我原本不属于这里，但鬼使神差我被送进了这里。迷路；迷路；迷路。

Study, life and meticulous to class, lunch break, laundry, my lovely and amiable campus life. But suddenly, I was not here. To be more direct, I didn't belong here, but I was sent here. Lost; lost; lost.

青春在不知不觉间以流水般的速度驻入了我的泱泱的四季。开学了，我真的长大了，快乐激荡于心。不禁呐喊：“我上初中啦！”求：为什么这么高兴；解：因为我冲出了家庭的束缚；我住校了。其实，并不值得高兴，因为我现在才发现学校的规矩更多。庆幸的是，我并不为此而感到不自在。

Youth unconsciously in the speed of running water into my great four seasons. School, I really grew up, happy agitation in the heart. Can't help shouting: "I went to junior high school!" Why are you so happy? Solution: because I'm out of the shackles of my family. I live in school. In fact, it's not worth being happy because I just found out that there are more rules in school now. Fortunately, I don't feel uncomfortable about it.

（二）

(two)

饱满华美的气球，可能有三种不同的命运：

There may be three different fates for a full and gorgeous balloon:

1、飘到天空，最后不知去向。

1. Floating to the sky, finally disappeared.

2、突然爆破，无可挽回。

2. Sudden explosion, irreparable.

3、安静地存在，然后慢慢慢慢慢慢慢萎缩。

3. Quietly exist, and then slowly slowly slowly slowly shrink.

饱满华美的人生也同样如此。

The same is true of a full and beautiful life.

浅眠，一个不能选择的女孩。她的人生早已写好，被父母规划得完美无缺。她没有机会为自己选择，父母最后决定要她当医生。可她一点也不喜欢医生，甚至厌倦。她从小的理想就是自由自在的歌唱，她喜欢音乐，胜过她的父母。她听得懂音乐并看得见它的存在，可父母认为这没出息。而她也无力反抗，因为她不能反抗，也不想反抗。对音乐的挚爱也只能暗藏心底，只有像流星一般，久久璀璨一时，那么耀眼，那么痛心。最后，父母如愿以偿了，浅眠当了医生。可是心里的压抑总是隐藏不住的。她……自杀了。带走了一切希望，一切理想。理想闪着金光，天上有声响，滚滚而动，离开了，离开了尘世和喧嚣的人群。

Shallow sleep, a girl who can't choose. Her life had already been written, and her parents had planned it perfectly. She had no chance to choose for herself, and her parents finally decided to make her a doctor. But she didn't like doctors at all. She was even tired. Her ideal from childhood is to sing freely. She likes music better than her parents. She could understand music and see it, but her parents thought it was useless. And she can't resist, because she can't and doesn't want to. Love for music can only be hidden in the bottom of my heart, just like a meteor, shining for a long time, so dazzling, so sad. In the end, the parents got what they wanted and became a doctor. But the depression in my heart is always hidden. She... Dutch act. Take away all hope, all ideals. The ideal is shining with golden light, there is a sound in the sky, rolling and moving, leaving the world and the noisy crowd.

（三）

(three)

很多个日夜过去了，很多梦想在这个最让人感伤的季节里缓慢而健康地拔节。青春的节拍要由自己敲打；花样的年华要由自己做主。仰望时而放晴时而阴霾的天空。乌云卷来散去。日与月东升西沉，岛屿草木枯荣，一瞬一季，一季一年。

Many days and nights have passed, and many dreams are slowly and healthily jointing in this most sad season. The rhythm of youth should be beat by oneself; the time of pattern should be decided by oneself. Look up at the sky, which is sometimes sunny and sometimes cloudy. The clouds came and went. The sun and the moon rise in the East and sink in the west, and the plants and trees on the island wither and flourish, one season at a time, one season at a time.