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  WE are travelling to Paris to the Exhibition.

  Now we are there. That was a journey, a flight without

  magic. We flew on the wings of steam over the sea and across

  the land.

  Yes, our time is the time of fairy tales.

  We are in the midst of Paris, in a great hotel. Blooming

  flowers ornament the staircases, and soft carpets the floors.

  Our room is a very cosy one, and through the open balcony

  door we have a view of a great square. Spring lives down

  there; it has come to Paris, and arrived at the same time with

  us. It has come in the shape of a glorious young chestnut

  tree, with delicate leaves newly opened. How the tree gleams,

  dressed in its spring garb, before all the other trees in the

  place! One of these latter had been struck out of the list of

  living trees. It lies on the ground with roots exposed. On the

  place where it stood, the young chestnut tree is to be

  planted, and to flourish.

  It still stands towering aloft on the heavy wagon which

  has brought it this morning a distance of several miles to

  Paris. For years it had stood there, in the protection of a

  mighty oak tree, under which the old venerable clergyman had

  often sat, with children listening to his stories.

  The young chestnut tree had also listened to the stories;

  for the Dryad who lived in it was a child also. She remembered

  the time when the tree was so little that it only projected a

  short way above the grass and ferns around. These were as tall

  as they would ever be; but the tree grew every year, and

  enjoyed the air and the sunshine, and drank the dew and the

  rain. Several times it was also, as it must be, well shaken by

  the wind and the rain; for that is a part of education.

  The Dryad rejoiced in her life, and rejoiced in the

  sunshine, and the singing of the birds; but she was most

  rejoiced at human voices; she understood the language of men

  as well as she understood that of animals.

  Butterflies, cockchafers, dragon-flies, everything that

  could fly came to pay a visit. They could all talk. They told

  of the village, of the vineyard, of the forest, of the old

  castle with its parks and canals and ponds. Down in the water

  dwelt also living beings, which, in their way, could fly under

  the water from one place to another- beings with knowledge and

  delineation. They said nothing at all; they were so clever!

  And the swallow, who had dived, told about the pretty

  little goldfish, of the thick turbot, the fat brill, and the

  old carp. The swallow could describe all that very well, but,

  "Self is the man," she said. "One ought to see these things

  one's self." But how was the Dryad ever to see such beings?

  She was obliged to be satisfied with being able to look over

  the beautiful country and see the busy industry of men.

  It was glorious; but most glorious of all when the old

  clergyman sat under the oak tree and talked of France, and of

  the great deeds of her sons and daughters, whose names will be

  mentioned with admiration through all time.

  Then the Dryad heard of the shepherd girl, Joan of Arc,

  and of Charlotte Corday; she heard about Henry the Fourth, and

  Napoleon the First; she heard names whose echo sounds in the

  hearts of the people.

  The village children listened attentively, and the Dryad

  no less attentively; she became a school-child with the rest.

  In the clouds that went sailing by she saw, picture by

  picture, everything that she heard talked about. The cloudy

  sky was her picture-book.

  She felt so happy in beautiful France, the fruitful land

  of genius, with the crater of freedom. But in her heart the

  sting remained that the bird, that every animal that could

  fly, was much better off than she. Even the fly could look

  about more in the world, far beyond the Dryad's horizon.

  France was so great and so glorious, but she could only

  look across a little piece of it. The land stretched out,

  world-wide, with vineyards, forests and great cities. Of all

  these Paris was the most splendid and the mightiest. The birds

  could get there; but she, never!

  Among the village children was a little ragged, poor girl,

  but a pretty one to look at. She was always laughing or

  singing and twining red flowers in her black hair.

  "Don't go to Paris!" the old clergyman warned her. "Poor

  child! if you go there, it will be your ruin."

  But she went for all that.

  The Dryad often thought of her; for she had the same wish,

  and felt the same longing for the great city.

  The Dryad's tree was bearing its first chestnut blossoms;

  the birds were twittering round them in the most beautiful

  sunshine. Then a stately carriage came rolling along that way,

  and in it sat a grand lady driving the spirited, light-footed

  horses. On the back seat a little smart groom balanced

  himself. The Dryad knew the lady, and the old clergyman knew

  her also. He shook his head gravely when he saw her, and said:

  "So you went there after all, and it was your ruin, poor

  Mary!"

  "That one poor?" thought the Dryad. "No; she wears a dress

  fit for a countess" (she had become one in the city of magic

  changes). "Oh, if I were only there, amid all the splendor and

  pomp! They shine up into the very clouds at night; when I look

  up, I can tell in what direction the town lies."

  Towards that direction the Dryad looked every evening. She

  saw in the dark night the gleaming cloud on the horizon; in

  the clear moonlight nights she missed the sailing clouds,

  which showed her pictures of the city and pictures from

  history.

  The child grasps at the picture-books, the Dryad grasped

  at the cloud-world, her thought-book. A sudden, cloudless sky

  was for her a blank leaf; and for several days she had only

  had such leaves before her.

  It was in the warm summer-time: not a breeze moved through

  the glowing hot days. Every leaf, every flower, lay as if it

  were torpid, and the people seemed torpid, too.

  Then the clouds arose and covered the region round about

  where the gleaming mist announced "Here lies Paris."

  The clouds piled themselves up like a chain of mountains,

  hurried on through the air, and spread themselves abroad over

  the whole landscape, as far as the Dryad's eye could reach.

  Like enormous blue-black blocks of rock, the clouds lay

  piled over one another. Gleams of lightning shot forth from

  them.

  "These also are the servants of the Lord God," the old

  clergyman had said. And there came a bluish dazzling flash of

  lightning, a lighting up as if of the sun itself, which could

  burst blocks of rock asunder. The lightning struck and split

  to the roots the old venerable oak. The crown fell asunder. It

  seemed as if the tree were stretching forth its arms to clasp

  the messengers of the light.

  No bronze cannon can sound over the land at the birth of a

  royal child as the thunder sounded at the death of the old

  oak. The rain streamed down; a refreshing wind was blowing;

  the storm had gone by, and there was quite a holiday glow on

  all things. The old clergyman spoke a few words for honorable

  remembrance, and a painter made a drawing, as a lasting record

  of the tree.

  "Everything passes away," said the Dryad, "passes away

  like a cloud, and never comes back!"

  The old clergyman, too, did not come back. The green roof

  of his school was gone, and his teaching-chair had vanished.

  The children did not come; but autumn came, and winter came,

  and then spring also. In all this change of seasons the Dryad

  looked toward the region where, at night, Paris gleamed with

  its bright mist far on the horizon.

  Forth from the town rushed engine after engine, train

  after train, whistling and screaming at all hours in the day.

  In the evening, towards midnight, at daybreak, and all the day

  through, came the trains. Out of each one, and into each one,

  streamed people from the country of every king. A new wonder

  of the world had summoned them to Paris.

  In what form did this wonder exhibit itself?

  "A splendid blossom of art and industry," said one, "has

  unfolded itself in the Champ de Mars, a gigantic sunflower,

  from whose petals one can learn geography and statistics, and

  can become as wise as a lord mayor, and raise one's self to

  the level of art and poetry, and study the greatness and power

  of the various lands."

  "A fairy tale flower," said another, "a many-colored

  lotus-plant, which spreads out its green leaves like a velvet

  carpet over the sand. The opening spring has brought it forth,

  the summer will see it in all its splendor, the autumn winds

  will sweep it away, so that not a leaf, not a fragment of its

  root shall remain."

  In front of the Military School extends in time of peace

  the arena of war- a field without a blade of grass, a piece of

  sandy steppe, as if cut out of the Desert of Africa, where

  Fata Morgana displays her wondrous airy castles and hanging

  gardens. In the Champ de Mars, however, these were to be seen

  more splendid, more wonderful than in the East, for human art

  had converted the airy deceptive scenes into reality.

  "The Aladdin's Palace of the present has been built," it

  was said. "Day by day, hour by hour, it unfolds more of its

  wonderful splendor."

  The endless halls shine in marble and many colors. "Master

  Bloodless" here moves his limbs of steel and iron in the great

  circular hall of machinery. Works of art in metal, in stone,

  in Gobelins tapestry, announce the vitality of mind that is

  stirring in every land. Halls of paintings, splendor of

  flowers, everything that mind and skill can create in the

  workshop of the artisan, has been placed here for show. Even

  the memorials of ancient days, out of old graves and

  turf-moors, have appeared at this general meeting.

  The overpowering great variegated whole must be divided

  into small portions, and pressed together like a plaything, if

  it is to be understood and described.

  Like a great table on Christmas Eve, the Champ de Mars

  carried a wonder-castle of industry and art, and around this

  knickknacks from all countries had been ranged, knickknacks on

  a grand scale, for every nation found some remembrance of

  home.

  Here stood the royal palace of Egypt, there the

  caravanserai of the desert land. The Bedouin had quitted his

  sunny country, and hastened by on his camel. Here stood the

  Russian stables, with the fiery glorious horses of the steppe.

  Here stood the simple straw-thatched dwelling of the Danish

  peasant, with the Dannebrog flag, next to Gustavus Vasa's

  wooden house from Dalarne, with its wonderful carvings.

  American huts, English cottages, French pavilions, kiosks,

  theatres, churches, all strewn around, and between them the

  fresh green turf, the clear springing water, blooming bushes,

  rare trees, hothouses, in which one might fancy one's self

  transported into the tropical forest; whole gardens brought

  from Damascus, and blooming under one roof. What colors, what

  fragrance!

  Artificial grottoes surrounded bodies of fresh or salt

  water, and gave a glimpse into the empire of the fishes; the

  visitor seemed to wander at the bottom of the sea, among

  fishes and polypi.

  "All this," they said, "the Champ de Mars offers;" and

  around the great richly-spread table the crowd of human beings

  moves like a busy swarm of ants, on foot or in little

  carriages, for not all feet are equal to such a fatiguing

  journey.

  Hither they swarm from morning till late in the evening.

  Steamer after steamer, crowded with people, glides down the

  Seine. The number of carriages is continually on the increase.

  The swarm of people on foot and on horseback grows more and

  more dense. Carriages and omnibuses are crowded, stuffed and

  embroidered with people. All these tributary streams flow in

  one direction- towards the Exhibition. On every entrance the

  flag of France is displayed; around the world's bazaar wave

  the flags of all nations. There is a humming and a murmuring

  from the hall of the machines; from the towers the melody of

  the chimes is heard; with the tones of the organs in the

  churches mingle the hoarse nasal songs from the cafes of the

  East. It is a kingdom of Babel, a wonder of the world!

  In very truth it was. That's what all the reports said,

  and who did not hear them? The Dryad knew everything that is

  told here of the new wonder in the city of cities.

  "Fly away, ye birds! fly away to see, and then come back

  and tell me," said the Dryad.

  The wish became an intense desire- became the one thought

  of a life. Then, in the quiet silent night, while the full

  moon was shining, the Dryad saw a spark fly out of the moon's

  disc, and fall like a shooting star. And before the tree,

  whose leaves waved to and fro as if they were stirred by a

  tempest, stood a noble, mighty, and grand figure. In tones

  that were at once rich and strong, like the trumpet of the

  Last Judgment bidding farewell to life and summoning to the

  great account, it said:

  "Thou shalt go to the city of magic; thou shalt take root

  there, and enjoy the mighty rushing breezes, the air and the

  sunshine there. But the time of thy life shall then be

  shortened; the line of years that awaited thee here amid the

  free nature shall shrink to but a small tale. Poor Dryad! It

  shall be thy destruction. Thy yearning and longing will

  increase, thy desire will grow more stormy, the tree itself

  will be as a prison to thee, thou wilt quit thy cell and give

  up thy nature to fly out and mingle among men. Then the years

  that would have belonged to thee will be contracted to half

  the span of the ephemeral fly, that lives but a day: one

  night, and thy life-taper shall be blown out- the leaves of

  the tree will wither and be blown away, to become green never

  again!"

  Thus the words sounded. And the light vanished away, but

  not the longing of the Dryad. She trembled in the wild fever

  of expectation.

  "I shall go there!" she cried, rejoicingly. "Life is

  beginning and swells like a cloud; nobody knows whither it is

  hastening."

  When the gray dawn arose and the moon turned pale and the

  clouds were tinted red, the wished-for hour struck. The words

  of promise were fulfilled.

  People appeared with spades and poles; they dug round the

  roots of the tree, deeper and deeper, and beneath it. A wagon

  was brought out, drawn by many horses, and the tree was lifted

  up, with its roots and the lumps of earth that adhered to

  them; matting was placed around the roots, as though the tree

  had its feet in a warm bag. And now the tree was lifted on the

  wagon and secured with chains. The journey began- the journey

  to Paris. There the tree was to grow as an ornament to the

  city of French glory.

  The twigs and the leaves of the chestnut tree trembled in

  the first moments of its being moved; and the Dryad trembled

  in the pleasurable feeling of expectation.

  "Away! away!" it sounded in every beat of her pulse.

  "Away! away" sounded in words that flew trembling along. The

  Dryad forgot to bid farewell to the regions of home; she

  thought not of the waving grass and of the innocent daisies,

  which had looked up to her as to a great lady, a young

  Princess playing at being a shepherdess out in the open air.

  The chestnut tree stood upon the wagon, and nodded his

  branches; whether this meant "farewell" or "forward," the

  Dryad knew not; she dreamed only of the marvellous new things,

  that seemed yet so familiar, and that were to unfold

  themselves before her. No child's heart rejoicing in

  innocence- no heart whose blood danced with passion- had set

  out on the journey to Paris more full of expectation than she.

  Her "farewell" sounded in the words "Away! away!"

  The wheels turned; the distant approached; the present

  vanished. The region was changed, even as the clouds change.

  New vineyards, forests, villages, villas appeared- came

  nearer- vanished!

  The chestnut tree moved forward, and the Dryad went with

  it. Steam-engine after steam-engine rushed past, sending up

  into the air vapory clouds, that formed figures which told of

  Paris, whence they came, and whither the Dryad was going.

  Everything around knew it, and must know whither she was

  bound. It seemed to her as if every tree she passed stretched

  out its leaves towards her, with the prayer- "Take me with

  you! take me with you!" for every tree enclosed a longing

  Dryad.

  What changes during this flight! Houses seemed to be

  rising out of the earth- more and more- thicker and thicker.

  The chimneys rose like flower-pots ranged side by side, or in

  rows one above the other, on the roofs. Great inscriptions in

  letters a yard long, and figures in various colors, covering

  the walls from cornice to basement, came brightly out.

  "Where does Paris begin, and when shall I be there?" asked

  the Dryad.

  The crowd of people grew; the tumult and the bustle

  increased; carriage followed upon carriage; people on foot and

  people on horseback were mingled together; all around were

  shops on shops, music and song, crying and talking.

  The Dryad, in her tree, was now in the midst of Paris. The

  great heavy wagon all at once stopped on a little square

  planted with trees. The high houses around had all of them

  balconies to the windows, from which the inhabitants looked

  down upon the young fresh chestnut tree, which was coming to

  be planted here as a substitute for the dead tree that lay

  stretched on the ground.

  The passers-by stood still and smiled in admiration of its

  pure vernal freshness. The older trees, whose buds were still

  closed, whispered with their waving branches, "Welcome!

  welcome!" The fountain, throwing its jet of water high up in

  the air, to let it fall again in the wide stone basin, told

  the wind to sprinkle the new-comer with pearly drops, as if it

  wished to give him a refreshing draught to welcome him.

  The Dryad felt how her tree was being lifted from the

  wagon to be placed in the spot where it was to stand. The

  roots were covered with earth, and fresh turf was laid on top.

  Blooming shrubs and flowers in pots were ranged around; and

  thus a little garden arose in the square.

  The tree that had been killed by the fumes of gas, the

  steam of kitchens, and the bad air of the city, was put upon

  the wagon and driven away. The passers-by looked on. Children

  and old men sat upon the bench, and looked at the green tree.

  And we who are telling this story stood upon a balcony, and

  looked down upon the green spring sight that had been brought

  in from the fresh country air, and said, what the old

  clergyman would have said, "Poor Dryad!"

  "I am happy! I am happy!" the Dryad cried, rejoicing; "and

  yet I cannot realize, cannot describe what I feel. Everything

  is as I fancied it, and yet as I did not fancy it."

  The houses stood there, so lofty, so close! The sunlight

  shone on only one of the walls, and that one was stuck over

  with bills and placards, before which the people stood still;

  and this made a crowd.

  Carriages rushed past, carriages rolled past; light ones

  and heavy ones mingled together. Omnibuses, those over-crowded

  moving houses, came rattling by; horsemen galloped among them;

  even carts and wagons asserted their rights.

  The Dryad asked herself if these high-grown houses, which

  stood so close around her, would not remove and take other

  shapes, like the clouds in the sky, and draw aside, so that

  she might cast a glance into Paris, and over it. Notre Dame

  must show itself, the Vendome Column, and the wondrous

  building which had called and was still calling so many

  strangers to the city.

  But the houses did not stir from their places. It was yet

  day when the lamps were lit. The gas-jets gleamed from the

  shops, and shone even into the branches of the trees, so that

  it was like sunlight in summer. The stars above made their

  appearance, the same to which the Dryad had looked up in her

  home. She thought she felt a clear pure stream of air which

  went forth from them. She felt herself lifted up and

  strengthened, and felt an increased power of seeing through

  every leaf and through every fibre of the root. Amid all the

  noise and the turmoil, the colors and the lights, she knew

  herself watched by mild eyes.

  From the side streets sounded the merry notes of fiddles

  and wind instruments. Up! to the dance, to the dance! to

  jollity and pleasure! that was their invitation. Such music it

  was, that horses, carriages, trees, and houses would have

  danced, if they had known how. The charm of intoxicating

  delight filled the bosom of the Dryad.

  "How glorious, how splendid it is!" she cried,

  rejoicingly. "Now I am in Paris!"

  The next day that dawned, the next night that fell,

  offered the same spectacle, similar bustle, similar life;

  changing, indeed, yet always the same; and thus it went on

  through the sequence of days.

  "Now I know every tree, every flower on the square here! I

  know every house, every balcony, every shop in this narrow

  cut-off corner, where I am denied the sight of this great

  mighty city. Where are the arches of triumph, the Boulevards,

  the wondrous building of the world? I see nothing of all this.

  As if shut up in a cage, I stand among the high houses, which

  I now know by heart, with their inscriptions, signs, and

  placards; all the painted confectionery, that is no longer to

  my taste. Where are all the things of which I heard, for which

  I longed, and for whose sake I wanted to come hither? what

  have I seized, found, won? I feel the same longing I felt

  before; I feel that there is a life I should wish to grasp and

  to experience. I must go out into the ranks of living men, and

  mingle among them. I must fly about like a bird. I must see

  and feel, and become human altogether. I must enjoy the one

  half-day, instead of vegetating for years in every-day

  sameness and weariness, in which I become ill, and at last

  sink and disappear like the dew on the meadows. I will gleam

  like the cloud, gleam in the sunshine of life, look out over

  the whole like the cloud, and pass away like it, no one

  knoweth whither."

  Thus sighed the Dryad; and she prayed:

  "Take from me the years that were destined for me, and

  give me but half of the life of the ephemeral fly! Deliver me

  from my prison! Give me human life, human happiness, only a

  short span, only the one night, if it cannot be otherwise; and

  then punish me for my wish to live, my longing for life!

  Strike me out of thy list. Let my shell, the fresh young tree,

  wither, or be hewn down, and burnt to ashes, and scattered to

  all the winds!"

  A rustling went through the leaves of the tree; there was

  a trembling in each of the leaves; it seemed as if fire

  streamed through it. A gust of wind shook its green crown, and

  from the midst of that crown a female figure came forth. In

  the same moment she was sitting beneath the

  brightly-illuminated leafy branches, young and beautiful to

  behold, like poor Mary, to whom the clergyman had said, "The

  great city will be thy destruction."

  The Dryad sat at the foot of the tree- at her house door,

  which she had locked, and whose key had thrown away. So young!

  so fair! The stars saw her, and blinked at her. The gas-lamps

  saw her, and gleamed and beckoned to her. How delicate she

  was, and yet how blooming!- a child, and yet a grown maiden!

  Her dress was fine as silk, green as the freshly-opened leaves

  on the crown of the tree; in her nut-brown hair clung a

  half-opened chestnut blossom. She looked like the Goddess of

  Spring.

  For one short minute she sat motionless; then she sprang

  up, and, light as a gazelle, she hurried away. She ran and

  sprang like the reflection from the mirror that, carried by

  the sunshine, is cast, now here, now there. Could any one have

  followed her with his eyes, he would have seen how

  marvellously her dress and her form changed, according to the

  nature of the house or the place whose light happened to shine

  upon her.

  She reached the Boulevards. Here a sea of light streamed

  forth from the gas-flames of the lamps, the shops and the

  cafes. Here stood in a row young and slender trees, each of

  which concealed its Dryad, and gave shade from the artificial

  sunlight. The whole vast pavement was one great festive hall,

  where covered tables stood laden with refreshments of all

  kinds, from champagne and Chartreuse down to coffee and beer.

  Here was an exhibition of flowers, statues, books, and colored

  stuffs.

  From the crowd close by the lofty houses she looked forth

  over the terrific stream beyond the rows of trees. Yonder

  heaved a stream of rolling carriages, cabriolets, coaches,

  omnibuses, cabs, and among them riding gentlemen and marching

  troops. To cross to the opposite shore was an undertaking

  fraught with danger to life and limb. Now lanterns shed their

  radiance abroad; now the gas had the upper hand; suddenly a

  rocket rises! Whence? Whither?

  Here are sounds of soft Italian melodies; yonder, Spanish

  songs are sung, accompanied by the rattle of the castanets;

  but strongest of all, and predominating over the rest, the

  street-organ tunes of the moment, the exciting "Can-Can"

  music, which Orpheus never knew, and which was never heard by

  the "Belle Helene." Even the barrow was tempted to hop upon

  one of its wheels.

  The Dryad danced, floated, flew, changing her color every

  moment, like a humming-bird in the sunshine; each house, with

  the world belonging to it, gave her its own reflections.

  As the glowing lotus-flower, torn from its stem, is

  carried away by the stream, so the Dryad drifted along.

  Whenever she paused, she was another being, so that none was

  able to follow her, to recognize her, or to look more closely

  at her.

  Like cloud-pictures, all things flew by her. She looked

  into a thousand faces, but not one was familiar to her; she

  saw not a single form from home. Two bright eyes had remained

  in her memory. She thought of Mary, poor Mary, the ragged

  merry child, who wore the red flowers in her black hair. Mary

  was now here, in the world-city, rich and magnificent as in

  that day when she drove past the house of the old clergyman,

  and past the tree of the Dryad, the old oak.

  Here she was certainly living, in the deafening tumult.

  Perhaps she had just stepped out of one of the gorgeous

  carriages in waiting. Handsome equipages, with coachmen in

  gold braid and footmen in silken hose, drove up. The people

  who alighted from them were all richly-dressed ladies. They

  went through the opened gate, and ascended the broad staircase

  that led to a building resting on marble pillars. Was this

  building, perhaps, the wonder of the world? There Mary would

  certainly be found.

  "Sancta Maria!" resounded from the interior. Incense

  floated through the lofty painted and gilded aisles, where a

  solemn twilight reigned.

  It was the Church of the Madeleine.

  Clad in black garments of the most costly stuffs,

  fashioned according to the latest mode, the rich feminine

  world of Paris glided across the shining pavement. The crests

  of the proprietors were engraved on silver shields on the

  velvet-bound prayer-books, and embroidered in the corners of

  perfumed handkerchiefs bordered with Brussels lace. A few of

  the ladies were kneeling in silent prayer before the altars;

  others resorted to the confessionals.

  Anxiety and fear took possession of the Dryad; she felt as

  if she had entered a place where she had no right to be. Here

  was the abode of silence, the hall of secrets. Everything was

  said in whispers, every word was a mystery.

  The Dryad saw herself enveloped in lace and silk, like the

  women of wealth and of high birth around her. Had, perhaps,

  every one of them a longing in her breast, like the Dryad?

  A deep, painful sigh was heard. Did it escape from some

  confessional in a distant corner, or from the bosom of the

  Dryad? She drew the veil closer around her; she breathed

  incense, and not the fresh air. Here was not the abiding-place

  of her longing.

  Away! away- a hastening without rest. The ephemeral fly

  knows not repose, for her existence is flight.

  She was out again among the gas candelabra, by a

  magnificent fountain.

  "All its streaming waters are not able to wash out the

  innocent blood that was spilt here."

  Such were the words spoken. Strangers stood around,

  carrying on a lively conversation, such as no one would have

  dared to carry on in the gorgeous hall of secrets whence the

  Dryad came.

  A heavy stone slab was turned and then lifted. She did not

  understand why. She saw an opening that led into the depths

  below. The strangers stepped down, leaving the starlit air and

  the cheerful life of the upper world behind them.

  "I am afraid," said one of the women who stood around, to

  her husband, "I cannot venture to go down, nor do I care for

  the wonders down yonder. You had better stay here with me."

  "Indeed, and travel home," said the man, "and quit Paris

  without having seen the most wonderful thing of all- the real

  wonder of the present period, created by the power and

  resolution of one man!"

  "I will not go down for all that," was the reply.

  "The wonder of the present time," it had been called. The

  Dryad had heard and had understood it. The goal of her ardent

  longing had thus been reached, and here was the entrance to

  it. Down into the depths below Paris? She had not thought of

  such a thing; but now she heard it said, and saw the strangers

  descending, and went after them.

  The staircase was of cast iron, spiral, broad and easy.

  Below there burned a lamp, and farther down, another. They

  stood in a labyrinth of endless halls and arched passages, all

  communicating with each other. All the streets and lanes of

  Paris were to be seen here again, as in a dim reflection. The

  names were painted up; and every, house above had its number

  down here also, and struck its roots under the macadamized

  quays of a broad canal, in which the muddy water flowed

  onward. Over it the fresh streaming water was carried on

  arches; and quite at the top hung the tangled net of gas-pipes

  and telegraph-wires.

  In the distance lamps gleamed, like a reflection from the

  world-city above. Every now and then a dull rumbling was

  heard. This came from the heavy wagons rolling over the

  entrance bridges.

  Whither had the Dryad come?

  You have, no doubt, heard of the CATACOMBS? Now they are

  vanishing points in that new underground world- that wonder of

  the present day- the sewers of Paris. The Dryad was there, and

  not in the world's Exhibition in the Champ de Mars.

  She heard exclamations of wonder and admiration.

  "From here go forth health and life for thousands upon

  thousands up yonder! Our time is the time of progress, with

  its manifold blessings."

  Such was the opinion and the speech of men; but not of

  those creatures who had been born here, and who built and

  dwelt here- of the rats, namely, who were squeaking to one

  another in the clefts of a crumbling wall, quite plainly, and

  in a way the Dryad understood well.

  A big old Father-Rat, with his tail bitten off, was

  relieving his feelings in loud squeaks; and his family gave

  their tribute of concurrence to every word he said:

  "I am disgusted with this man-mewing," he cried- "with

  these outbursts of ignorance. A fine magnificence, truly! all

  made up of gas and petroleum! I can't eat such stuff as that.

  Everything here is so fine and bright now, that one's ashamed

  of one's self, without exactly knowing why. Ah, if we only

  lived in the days of tallow candles! and it does not lie so

  very far behind us. That was a romantic time, as one may say."

  "What are you talking of there?" asked the Dryad. "I have

  never seen you before. What is it you are talking about?"

  "Of the glorious days that are gone," said the Rat- "of

  the happy time of our great-grandfathers and

  great-grandmothers. Then it was a great thing to get down

  here. That was a rat's nest quite different from Paris. Mother

  Plague used to live here then; she killed people, but never

  rats. Robbers and smugglers could breathe freely here. Here

  was the meeting-place of the most interesting personages, whom

  one now only gets to see in the theatres where they act

  melodrama, up above. The time of romance is gone even in our

  rat's nest; and here also fresh air and petroleum have broken

  in."

  Thus squeaked the Rat; he squeaked in honor of the old

  time, when Mother Plague was still alive.

  A carriage stopped, a kind of open omnibus, drawn by swift

  horses. The company mounted and drove away along the Boulevard

  de Sebastopol, that is to say, the underground boulevard, over

  which the well-known crowded street of that name extended.

  The carriage disappeared in the twilight; the Dryad

  disappeared, lifted to the cheerful freshness above. Here, and

  not below in the vaulted passages, filled with heavy air, the

  wonder work must be found which she was to seek in her short

  lifetime. It must gleam brighter than all the gas-flames,

  stronger than the moon that was just gliding past.

  Yes, certainly, she saw it yonder in the distance, it

  gleamed before her, and twinkled and glittered like the

  evening star in the sky.

  She saw a glittering portal open, that led to a little

  garden, where all was brightness and dance music. Colored

  lamps surrounded little lakes, in which were water-plants of

  colored metal, from whose flowers jets of water spurted up.

  Beautiful weeping willows, real products of spring, hung their

  fresh branches over these lakes like a fresh, green,

  transparent, and yet screening veil. In the bushes burnt an

  open fire, throwing a red twilight over the quiet huts of

  branches, into which the sounds of music penetrated- an ear

  tickling, intoxicating music, that sent the blood coursing

  through the veins.

  Beautiful girls in festive attire, with pleasant smiles on

  their lips, and the light spirit of youth in their hearts-

  "Marys," with roses in their hair, but without carriage and

  postilion- flitted to and fro in the wild dance.

  Where were the heads, where the feet? As if stung by

  tarantulas, they sprang, laughed, rejoiced, as if in their

  ecstacies they were going to embrace all the world.

  The Dryad felt herself torn with them into the whirl of

  the dance. Round her delicate foot clung the silken boot,

  chestnut brown in color, like the ribbon that floated from her

  hair down upon her bare shoulders. The green silk dress waved

  in large folds, but did not entirely hide the pretty foot and

  ankle.

  Had she come to the enchanted Garden of Armida? What was

  the name of the place?

  The name glittered in gas-jets over the entrance. It was

  "Mabille."

  The soaring upwards of rockets, the splashing of

  fountains, and the popping of champagne corks accompanied the

  wild bacchantic dance. Over the whole glided the moon through

  the air, clear, but with a somewhat crooked face.

  A wild joviality seemed to rush through the Dryad, as

  though she were intoxicated with opium. Her eyes spoke, her

  lips spoke, but the sound of violins and of flutes drowned the

  sound of her voice. Her partner whispered words to her which

  she did not understand, nor do we understand them. He

  stretched out his arms to draw her to him, but he embraced

  only the empty air.

  The Dryad had been carried away, like a rose-leaf on the

  wind. Before her she saw a flame in the air, a flashing light

  high up on a tower. The beacon light shone from the goal of

  her longing, shone from the red lighthouse tower of the Fata

  Morgana of the Champ de Mars. Thither she was carried by the

  wind. She circled round the tower; the workmen thought it was

  a butterfly that had come too early, and that now sank down

  dying.

  The moon shone bright, gas-lamps spread light around,

  through the halls, over the all-world's buildings scattered

  about, over the rose-hills and the rocks produced by human

  ingenuity, from which waterfalls, driven by the power of

  "Master Bloodless," fell down. The caverns of the sea, the

  depths of the lakes, the kingdom of the fishes were opened

  here. Men walked as in the depths of the deep pond, and held

  converse with the sea, in the diving-bell of glass. The water

  pressed against the strong glass walls above and on every

  side. The polypi, eel-like living creatures, had fastened

  themselves to the bottom, and stretched out arms, fathoms

  long, for prey. A big turbot was making himself broad in

  front, quietly enough, but not without casting some suspicious

  glances aside. A crab clambered over him, looking like a

  gigantic spider, while the shrimps wandered about in restless

  haste, like the butterflies and moths of the sea.

  In the fresh water grew water-lilies, nymphaea, and reeds;

  the gold-fishes stood up below in rank and file, all turning

  their heads one way, that the streaming water might flow into

  their mouths. Fat carps stared at the glass wall with stupid

  eyes. They knew that they were here to be exhibited, and that

  they had made the somewhat toilsome journey hither in tubs

  filled with water; and they thought with dismay of the

  land-sickness from which they had suffered so cruelly on the

  railway.

  They had come to see the Exhibition, and now contemplated

  it from their fresh or salt-water position. They looked

  attentively at the crowds of people who passed by them early

  and late. All the nations in the world, they thought, had made

  an exhibition of their inhabitants, for the edification of the

  soles and haddocks, pike and carp, that they might give their

  opinions upon the different kinds.

  "Those are scaly animals" said a little slimy Whiting.

  "They put on different scales two or three times a day, and

  they emit sounds which they call speaking. We don't put on

  scales, and we make ourselves understood in an easier way,

  simply by twitching the corners of our mouths and staring with

  our eyes. We have a great many advantages over mankind."

  "But they have learned swimming of us," remarked a

  well-educated Codling. "You must know I come from the great

  sea outside. In the hot time of the year the people yonder go

  into the water; first they take off their scales, and then

  they swim. They have learnt from the frogs to kick out with

  their hind legs, and row with their fore paws. But they cannot

  hold out long. They want to be like us, but they cannot come

  up to us. Poor people!"

  And the fishes stared. They thought that the whole swarm

  of people whom they had seen in the bright daylight were still

  moving around them; they were certain they still saw the same

  forms that had first caught their attention.

  A pretty Barbel, with spotted skin, and an enviably round

  back, declared that the "human fry" were still there.

  "I can see a well set-up human figure quite well," said

  the Barbel. "She was called 'contumacious lady,' or something

  of that kind. She had a mouth and staring eyes, like ours, and

  a great balloon at the back of her head, and something like a

  shut-up umbrella in front; there were a lot of dangling bits

  of seaweed hanging about her. She ought to take all the

  rubbish off, and go as we do; then she would look something

  like a respectable barbel, so far as it is possible for a

  person to look like one!"

  "What's become of that one whom they drew away with the

  hook? He sat on a wheel-chair, and had paper, and pen, and

  ink, and wrote down everything. They called him a 'writer.'"

  "They're going about with him still," said a hoary old

  maid of a Carp, who carried her misfortune about with her, so

  that she was quite hoarse. In her youth she had once swallowed

  a hook, and still swam patiently about with it in her gullet.

  "A writer? That means, as we fishes describe it, a kind of

  cuttle or ink-fish among men."

  Thus the fishes gossipped in their own way; but in the

  artificial water-grotto the laborers were busy; who were

  obliged to take advantage of the hours of night to get their

  work done by daybreak. They accompanied with blows of their

  hammers and with songs the parting words of the vanishing

  Dryad.

  "So, at any rate, I have seen you, you pretty

  gold-fishes," she said. "Yes, I know you;" and she waved her

  hand to them. "I have known about you a long time in my home;

  the swallow told me about you. How beautiful you are! how

  delicate and shining! I should like to kiss every one of you.

  You others, also. I know you all; but you do not know me."

  The fishes stared out into the twilight. They did not

  understand a word of it.

  The Dryad was there no longer. She had been a long time in

  the open air, where the different countries- the country of

  black bread, the codfish coast, the kingdom of Russia leather,

  and the banks of eau-de-Cologne, and the gardens of rose oil-

  exhaled their perfumes from the world-wonder flower.

  When, after a night at a ball, we drive home half asleep

  and half awake, the melodies still sound plainly in our ears;

  we hear them, and could sing them all from memory. When the

  eye of the murdered man closes, the picture of what it saw

  last clings to it for a time like a photographic picture.

  So it was likewise here. The bustling life of day had not

  yet disappeared in the quiet night. The Dryad had seen it; she

  knew, thus it will be repeated tomorrow.

  The Dryad stood among the fragrant roses, and thought she

  knew them, and had seen them in her own home. She also saw red

  pomegranate flowers, like those that little Mary had worn in

  her dark hair.

  Remembrances from the home of her childhood flashed

  through her thoughts; her eyes eagerly drank in the prospect

  around, and feverish restlessness chased her through the

  wonder-filled halls.

  A weariness that increased continually, took possession of

  her. She felt a longing to rest on the soft Oriental carpets

  within, or to lean against the weeping willow without by the

  clear water. But for the ephemeral fly there was no rest. In a

  few moments the day had completed its circle.

  Her thoughts trembled, her limbs trembled, she sank down

  on the grass by the bubbling water.

  "Thou wilt ever spring living from the earth," she said

  mournfully. "Moisten my tongue- bring me a refreshing

  draught."

  "I am no living water," was the answer. "I only spring

  upward when the machine wills it."

  "Give me something of thy freshness, thou green grass,"

  implored the Dryad; "give me one of thy fragrant flowers."

  "We must die if we are torn from our stalks," replied the

  Flowers and the Grass.

  "Give me a kiss, thou fresh stream of air- only a single

  life-kiss."

  "Soon the sun will kiss the clouds red," answered the

  Wind; "then thou wilt be among the dead- blown away, as all

  the splendor here will be blown away before the year shall

  have ended. Then I can play again with the light loose sand on

  the place here, and whirl the dust over the land and through

  the air. All is dust!"

  The Dryad felt a terror like a woman who has cut asunder

  her pulse-artery in the bath, but is filled again with the

  love of life, even while she is bleeding to death. She raised

  herself, tottered forward a few steps, and sank down again at

  the entrance to a little church. The gate stood open, lights

  were burning upon the altar, and the organ sounded.

  What music! Such notes the Dryad had never yet heard; and

  yet it seemed to her as if she recognized a number of

  well-known voices among them. They came deep from the heart of

  all creation. She thought she heard the stories of the old

  clergyman, of great deeds, and of the celebrated names, and of

  the gifts that the creatures of God must bestow upon

  posterity, if they would live on in the world.

  The tones of the organ swelled, and in their song there

  sounded these words:

  "Thy wishing and thy longing have torn thee, with thy

  roots, from the place which God appointed for thee. That was

  thy destruction, thou poor Dryad!"

  The notes became soft and gentle, and seemed to die away

  in a wail.

  In the sky the clouds showed themselves with a ruddy

  gleam. The Wind sighed:

  "Pass away, ye dead! now the sun is going to rise!"

  The first ray fell on the Dryad. Her form was irradiated

  in changing colors, like the soap-bubble when it is bursting

  and becomes a drop of water; like a tear that falls and passes

  away like a

  vapor.

  Poor Dryad! Only a dew-drop, only a tear, poured upon the

  earth,

  and vanished away!

  THE END

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